Ten years ago today I lost the most amazing person in my life, my Mom. I know she is in a better place, but for selfish reasons I miss her dearly. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her and wish she was here. I have only wonderful memories of my Mom and want to share some of them...
My Mom was one of the strongest people I know. Now that I am older I am amazed at the strength she had. She worked strenuous hours to provide for six children on her own while dealing with some emotional hardships, and I rarely remember seeing her break down. As a parent myself, I now realize she probably hid her emotions to protect her children. She was completely selfless. She worked unthinkable hours and learned and successfully ran a "man's" business. She had all odds against her and made it all happen for her family.
My Mom was supportive. She had three children involved in soccer and would spend her weekends on the field yelling at the refs. At the time I was often embarrassed of her shouting, and now can hear her voice in my head and laugh at the things she would say. She hardly ever missed a game and took advantage of turning any game that was an hour away into a mini vacation. Some of my best memories were on the field, and I was fortunate enough that they continued all throughout my college career.
My Mom loved laying in bed and snuggling up with her children while we took turns rubbing each others back and heads. I too love to snuggle and now Hailey is always asking to lay in the bed or on the couch and snuggle. Every time she asks I think of my Mom. Hailey has also grown to love to be rubbed all over her body. I wish I had waited to start this with her when she was a little older so that I could be rubbed in return!
I was blessed to have a wonderful childhood. Although we had our struggles, I never felt that I went without and I always felt loved. My Mom was such an example to me. She was an amazing mother and friend. She taught me to never give up and to work for what you want. She believed in her family and always put them first. I watched her grow in the Church and be a support to many other women. My Mom was like no other!! I know she watches over me and I hope she is proud to call me her daughter. I love You Mom and miss you like crazy... I can't wait to be together again.
Happy Halloween!
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